7yrs of agony 7yrs of internal turmoil. 7yrs of...well you get the picture. here endeth the first lesson. amen.

"..took over from steve and lee as they were unable to work sunday. and again pete paul colin and me had breakfast at morrisons and as it was remembrance sunday colin and myself stood together for the two minute silence. AHH...remembrance sunday nov2010 i remember it well. life wld never be the same for a LOT of ppl BT employees whites and blacks at ALL levels of that scum plc's unionised w/place. im willing to bet the arsehole who found himself cycling off home to the warm embrace of wifey and fam tues23nov2010 can well remember where he was on remembrance sunday 7 LONG yrs ago. miles and miles from home playing w/ copper wire in a dirty hole in the road. and why? for the overtime money? i think not. after all i had caught douglas in his own bullshit thurs.pm11nov2010 when i repeated to him in front of foulkes and halsey the fact that that very morning he douglas had told me that he was ..wait for it.. at least HALF a millionaire and middle class..when in conversation at our manhole cable chamber when foulkes and halsey werent around. there was a big awkward silence after i had repeated what douglas had told me. foulkes and halsey looked at each other and avoided looking at douglas or making any comment. so being HALF a millionaire douglas wasnt miles from home for 3 nights standing in a hole in the road playing w/ copper wire for the poxy few hours of overtime nor indeed for the £60 cash in hand BT pay all operatives who lodge on b&b away from home. this particular white man was working on lodge away from home 7 yrs ago exactly b/c he had been groomed used and abused at work by the racist scum buncephile lee foulkes. who had alerted douglas to the fact that a jointer was required to take over from a a milton keynes jointer who was working only one day shift of the 4day/4nights job which had ABSOLUTELY NOTHING to do with douglas who was managed by a different line - allington - in a different work area - oxford - ipso facto the white man douglas was groomed by the white man bunceophile foulkes to work on a change over in bedfordshire which had nothing to do with douglas's work area of the group of jointers managed by allington of which douglas was one. but NOT me or foulkes or halsey who all had a different line and work area - bucks beds herts. ..7yrs later (nov2010) and 5 yrs later (aug2012) the lord's work is never done! do you follow?