7yrs bad luck. 7yrs and counting. 7yrs of troubled sleep. 7 yrs of fake praying in church every sunday.

23nov2010 to 23nov2017 equals seven yrs (and counting) this semi illiterate halfwit god botherer has laid his head on his pillow and asked himself: why? why did i do what lee foulkes told me to do. he was setting me up grooming me and i didnt realise it until too late. why did i agree to leave home to lodge on b&b w/ foulkes and halsey. why did i do it? why didnt i say: no. not interested in leaving my home wifey and fam for 3 nights and 4 days to play w/ copper wire in a dirty telecom hole in the road during the day and partying w/ foulkes and halsey at night? didnt need the poxy £60 cash in hand b&b BT money or the poxy 2hrs a day overtime? why did i go to work on another line manager's group in a work area which has nothing to do w/me or my line manager &or nothing to do w/the job allocator who issued work to my line manager's group. why did i take and pocket the few poxy quid (£30max each) lee foulkes gave me on 15th (to19th) nov2010 as my part of the money he got for the stolen BT scrap lead metal he, foulkes, drove off site w/on sat.pm.13nov2010? why did i listen to lee foulkes when he called me at home and told me to come on a lodge breakdown change over and he foulkes wld tell his job allocator to tell my job allocator to call me and ask me if i am available and want to work away from home for 4days 3nights? to which i immediately said: yes i will leave my wifey and fam for 3nights to play w/copper wire in a dirty hole in the road w/lee foulkes b/c lee foulkes has called me at home and told me to so that he/me/we can target colin jarvis who wont dare complain about me, philip douglas, to BTline b/c it will be my word / our word against his. on 10nov2010 lee foulkes was setting me up against the black man he had targeted at work to bully and harass b/c he's the black man BT employee who had destroyed so many white men (racist arseholes) BT employees shop floor and line all the way up to BT boardroom. why oh why did i let myself be groomed used and abused at work by the racist thief lee foulkes?

why...2bcontd... amen. 😇